I hate January.. Start of summer in sg, no more rainy days... =( hot hot.. today 33dc. X.X Was even thirsty in the office.
From 1st jan - 16th jan, i haven't been happy... i mean real happy, wheres my smile? wheres my cheerful?? From my photos i took, i don look happy like the past anymore.. :( Everyday theres someone pissing me off. Yah, the same particular person... We no longer need any more h2h talks. we just can't get along with each others. Sigh! The latest quarrel was not about my temper and patience. Why must he link?
In the morning we were whatsapp-ing, he just said lunch den talk about it. okay so what we gonna chat? i still have to crack my brain.. @@ This is not the first time he told me this.. When i didn't whatsapp him, he complain! when i did, he ask me to talk about it when lunch time, okay so u wanted to prevent argument which u said it AFTER THE FIGHT. You just like to cause thing to happen den explain urself? By the time i already being a fking ridiculous person den. =) Why am i ridiculous by saying tt fine, we will contact only when lunch time and at night (why at night? 'cos he told me to talk bout it tonight when i whatsapp him chat after lunch time) . 'cos u didn't explain urself clearly, u just said things like tt!! so i just do things like these since i 'assume' u wanted it this way. No matter how many times i said, pls explain wat ever u gonna do or say, only god knows why. And sorry, im not any goddess. its just the same... So, right now.. is it about me, my temper my impatience? I'm really sick and tired of u is enough, im also being about it with our relationship, how much more extent u wan me to go? I'm willing to give up anytime. 'cos i find it pointless already. Tired until i don feel like quarrel with u, just leave it... i rather to say sorry... anything to stop the quarrel. We just have to lead a boring relationship to prevent from quarrels.
Being wat is not tired? i guess being a baby is the best.. haha....
Resolution to earn more money for my parents! :D I don think the world will end! Even will, theres a way out i believe =)
bought these so CHEAP at jp !!
Party Party Party! =)
Weekly Sensation regular -,-
count more money in! hahaha
Is it good to have 'spy' on him? hahhaa, ppl just random sees him and tell me.... nth much. =( Every stories does not have something good up to.. sigh. I feel stupid!
Tts the end of everything of us! I am so lucky tt i didn't wait for him. 'cos in the very end he did not change AT ALL....! You know why do i say tt? Because by the actions he is proving NOW is i am never that important in his heart, i am not the girl he wanted that badly. All is just bull shits from his mouth.
In this one week time, i thought there is a slight chance that he will change even though he still hang out at MBK. Though i hinted him and TOLD him about going drinking on last few days, he did not give a damn. Still negotiating with me tt from next week onwards he will not go. You told me u know wat to do, but u actually dont know. You have nv put urself in my shoes, ever.. Cant u see the situation is different, its not about reporting to me anymore. You also said u will try ur very best to woo me back, but wat u did doesn't prove it.Your attitude is still the same right at the bottom of ur heart, u didn't wan to change permenantly. All i am being an idiot always.. Once again, i being hurt so badly. This feeling is back, 5 years ago. (hope i could slim down from tt like the past... lol)
If a person love him/her very much, no matter wat. They wouldn't give up. But....
Tts how my 2011 ends. )=
hiieeee~~~~~
Shitszx manzzz! i can't poke through my earhole! gonna find a thinner ear stick to slowly poke ): !
when was the last time i ever laughed so hard! Today! Ashley and Ah ru made my day.. Or i shall say myself? hahaha.. Told them some jokes and we laughed like mad... :D
okay, im lazy to blog... and i don know wat to blog about. i only know how to whine.. hahaha.. :p
Whats coming up for this Weekend? Titanium again?! :DDDDD (Y)
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